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Sunday, November 8, 2009

boys will always be boys..

GERAM!!!

tu la yg ak cuba nak smpaikan...
apelah yg x cukup pada insan y b'nama lelaki ni...
nape?? sorang da x cukup ker??

yg d'cari yg lebih mentah pulak tu,,nape??
da x cukup ke yg matang ni??
nk kata muda,,xde la..
tp boleh ker dia melayan insan yg lebih muda dari diri ni?
OMG,,hatiku t'cabar sgt2,,aku da syg dia spenuhnya dia boleh pulak buat mcm ni kat aku...
ntah la,,silent will be great for a moment..huhu

Thursday, October 22, 2009

so close..

semakin hari semakin terasa debarannya..
semakin hari semakin dekat rasanya..
semakin hari semakin terasa kehangatannya
semakin hari semakin rindu padanya
semakin hari semakin cinta padanya
semakin hari semakin ingat padanya


bilakah kitakan bersua?.......

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Afgan - Terima Kasih Cinta

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

ouuwwww...
ouuwwww...

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku oouuwww
Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu


p/s: lagu ni si dia tujukan padaku...i'm in lurve!

18 oct 09

"selamat pagi dear...
pee2 tuhan je yg tahu apa yg tersirat n tersurat dalam sudut paling hujung dihati ini
pee2 abg redarkan aje.......thank kerna sentiasa ada bersama dibelakang abg.....miss u..."

heppi nyer... ;-)

Friday, October 9, 2009

Bitter Heart by Zee Avi

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you, it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.


p/s: sakit ati pny pasal... ;-(

kata dia...

i got tis msg via myspace frm my cyg...

"...i taktau nak cakap apa......
u nie dh angau sgt dgn i.....
apa yg special diri i bagi u?
jumpa pun lum lg tau....."

spoil nyer mood aku pagi td...
da lar ade class pg td,,ngantok giler...
sedap nyer dia b'kata2 camtu..
mmg la x ketemu lg,,
ingat aku x nak kew jumpa dia???
ari2 aku pikir ttg dia..
mmg la aku jarang on9 skrg ni,,tp lau yea pon marah jgn la cakap camtu...
huhuhu cedey taw...!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

tired of being lonely...


cayunk,,,miss u soo damn much...
when can we meet,,,i wanna go somewhere with beach n sunset..
nak relax my mind yg tgh serabut ngan keje ni...
cayunk,,,can u hear me??
huhuhu

know him?






^_^



new baby



hye guys,,,sorry la coz da lama bangat x update...

neway post ni khas utk my followers...

tis is blackberry 8310,,it's mine now...

got tis frm my brother (and it's free,,,so hell yeah!!) on mlm raya,,so mmg rocks la raya kali ni..hehehe

still adjusting coz it's more diff from last nokia n70 (whic da kene bg kat my niece who was still in standard 6,,,believe it??) n my own nokia n82...

but i lurve the design n the function of course...

hehehe

tis post tribute to nokia n70,,R.I.P

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

SELAMAT HARI RAYA


TO MY BLOG FOLLOWER..

WISHIN' YOU
"SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN"


P/S: I'LL BE IN JB FRM 17-26SEPT..
HOPE TO SEE OLD SCHOOL MATES..


BYE!
RUZAINI ABDULLAH A.K.A JIJIE

Sunday, September 6, 2009

kemalasan melanda...

OMG,,,

what happen 2 me these day...
malas melampau2 niey...
assgmnt melambak nak kene buat tp ya allah pemalas sungguh..
atau aku x tau mana nak start??
hurm persoalan nyer t'buntu pale otak ku ini..

tentang life,,,
busan sgt2 kat sini..
nobody to love,,nobody to care..
huhuhu
nape ssh sgt nk jmp yg istimewa??
adkh aku perlu m'gedix kan diriku??
tp aku bukan jenis mcm tuh...
nape la susah sgt aku nak m'dapatkan ssorg??
OMG,,,am i that bad??
kenape??
why??




to be continued...........

Saturday, August 29, 2009

al-kisah 20 august 2009....

al-kisah di suatu pg...

jam 8.00 pagi
pada satu hari,,sy pon bgun m'gagah diri utk ke kelas pagi khamis..
w/pun cuaca ketika itu sejuk kerana hujan malam semalam,,tetapi ku gagah kan jua utk ke kelas kerana hari t'akhir kuliah...
ku bangun lalu m'capai tuala lalu trus ke bilik air...
selepas mandi,,ku pakai bju t-shirt itam dan skinny jeans itam with sweater coklat..
pagi x perlu frmal krn kelas fashion,,lau kelas tekstil kene skema sket..
ku kemas brg2 ku utk ke kuliah,,lalu ku keluar bilik..
ku meniti anak tangga dr aras 2 ke GF..
ku b'jln ke hadapan kampus,,tibe2....

jam 8.30pagi
"dik,,nak kemana?" pak guard
"nak ke kelas,,kenape yea?" kataku
"kad matrik mana? bagi kad matrik jap.."pak guard
(smbil kuarkan dr dlm sweater,,b'debar gak takut salah etika bju) "ni hah kad matrik,,knape yea?" kataku
(sambil amek kad) "xde ape,,gi duduk kad pondok sbentar.." pak guard
"lambat ke? sy nak ke kelas ni..da lambat.." kataku
"kejap je..xpe sbb lecturer sume da tau.." pak guard

hai,,x sedapny ati ku,,,lalu trus la mlabuhkn punggung kat pondok
s'org demi s'org lelaki d'pgil dan tindakan yg sama diambil..
hatiku b'detik,,,adakah drug test akan dilakukan krn hny pelajar lelaki shj bukan pelajar wanita..

jam 8.45pagi
setalah hamper 10 org dikumpulkan,,,guard suro kami gerak menuju ke klinik..
sah lar tekaan aku,,,mmg kene drug test...
ermm,,xpela..
bukan ade pape pown...
kencing ajela dlm cup..
stelah isi borang,,dan m'jadi org petama yg anta borang plus org petama kencing..
aku pon bg la cup tu kat doc,,lalu amek smula kad matrik trus blah gi kelas...

jam 10 pagi
aku b'jln dr bengkel jahit nak ke dewan kuliah..
tibe2,,,"ruzaini..ikut sy ke klinik skejap.. ada hal sbentar" kata pak guard
tanpa byk bunyi,,aku pown ikut la blkg pak guard menuju ke klinik..
ku buka pintu klinik,,,sudah kelihatan doc b'sama 2 org guard dan 1 sample kencing...

jam 10.10pagi
"zaini...meh sini sy nak tnjukkan sstu.." kata doc
"ada ape doc?"
"cube awk tgk sample kencing awak ni...ade lah skit.." kata doc
(sambil melihat,,smbil x paham..)
"awak ni POSITIF DADAH tau..sy da jlnkan 2x stick test kat air kencing awak.. 3x positif..awak ade amek pape ke?" kata doc
(WTH,,,,sambil kompius,,sambil nk t'gelak,,sambil kecut perot..) "yea ke doc,,bior betol doc..sy xde amek pape pon. rokok pon sy x isap.." kataku
"mcm ni la...awak amek cup ni..pegi kencing lg..kite buat blk test ni..." kata doc
aku pown amek la cup,,then trus pi tandas..lalu kencing..

1 minit kemudian,,,
"ni dia doc cup,,"
"letak kat atas meja tu.." kata doc smbil amek stick test lalu mletakkan dlm cup aku..

2 minit kemudian...
"zaini,,test awak POSITIF lg ni..awak ckp btol2,,awak ade amek pape ke?" kata doc
(WTF...sambil t'kejut,,kecut perot,,nak gelak,,kompius,,takot,,)
"sumpah doc,,sy xde amek pape..mcm mana bole jd cmni?" kataku
"awak ade amek pape ubat x smlm,,lbey2 ag ubat batuk?" kata doc
"xde doc,,stahu sy last sy mkn ubat batuk 2 mggu lepas...tu mase cuti mid sems kat johor.."
"awak tau x nama ubat batuk tu?" kata doc..
"x ingat la doc,,ubat tu ade kat umah kat johor.."
"awak bole tepon x parent awak,,mtk jenama ubat tu?" kata doc
"sbentar yea.." kataku

jam 10.30 pagi
"doc,,ubat tu jenama xxxx"
"erm,,kejap yea sy check dlu. awak tggu luar kejap.." kata doc

jam 11.00 pagi
"zaini masuk kejap.." kata doc
sambil masuk..."ada ape doc?"
"mcm ni la,,baik awak trus terang dgn sy,,awak ade amek pape x yg mcurigakan? sbb sy da check ubat tu,,mmg xde pape dr segi kandungan dia.."
(sambil cuak,,speechless,,gabra,,takut..sume ade lar) "betol doc,,sy xde amek pape..sy ni rokok pown x isap..nta mcm mana la bole jd cmni.."
"awak ckp btol2,,ni da kes serius ni,,jgn nak sembunyikan pape dr saya..keputusan awak da 3x positif ni..jgn sampai kes ni jd kes polis" kata doc

alamak polis?! lg la rase nk t'kucil ngan gabra pas dgr doc ckp camtu..
"sumpah doc,,sy xde buat pape..lau doc x caye bleh suro org HEP buat spotcek kat bilik sy..blh tny kwn2 sy ttg sy ade amek pape x..saya yakin yg sy x b'salah" kataku
smbil gelengkan kpla.."hurmm,,mcm mana ni...erm,,awak kluar dlu la.."
kluar ag aku buat kali ke-2,,smbil mrenung akibat slps ni..
dalam pale otak aku time ni,,,mesti ke buang uni...huhuhu sia2 jer 2 taon stgh aku blaja..huhuhu
camne la prasaan mak bapak aku kat kampung...
malunyer...!!!

jam 11.45pagi
"zaini,,masuk sbentar.." p'gil doc
dgn rase cuak masuk dlm blik doc,,"ada ape doc?"
"mcm ni la,,sy pon x dapat nak pastikan yg awak ni amek drug ke x sbb sy kenal awak..tp sy anggap kes ni Fos Positif..rase xde pape la..just sy mtk awak pegi jumpa dgn kaunselor..dia nak jumpa awak.."
ape kejadahnyer Fos positif tue? tp raseny sparuh positif kot...smbil bkata "baik doc,,sy pi jumpa kaunselor skrg. sy boleh pegi ke?" kataku
"yea..kamu boleh gerak skrg.."
alhamdulillah,,,tu yg t'pacul dr mulot aku pas dgr kata2 doc..
trus aku melangkah kluar dr klinik menuju ke bilik kaunselor..........

MORAL OF THE STORY:
aku positif?? WTF,,camne la bley jd camni...rokok pown aku x isap (except yg 'natural' pny...akekeke just joking..),,clubbing pon jarang skali coz mane nak cr club kat kelantan ni..,,arak lg la mtk simpang..jahat2 aku x penah sentuh air setan tuh...
so pada uols,,jgn la rasa kompiden sgt bile amek random drug test tuh...silap2 bley jd kes cam aku...huhuhuhu

~THE END~

Sunday, August 23, 2009

still single....

felt soo damn lonely..
anyone interested in me?
;-)

sara's 2nd bday..

mak cik tukang kutip pulasan kat umah aku...hehehehe

omg,,,kurus nyer aku...itam plak tuh..akekekeke

da KAYPOHchi,,,


wit tehah,,yg bakal nak kawen...aku?! hehehehe no comment!


2nd cake,,,too sweet 4 me...even though i'm studying in kelantan..u guess!!


sorg ag ksyangan aku,,,imran zarfan..


enjoying play wit baloon,,,nmpk gigi "joe"


ape daa,,tuan pny cake takot nak tiup lilin...
fobia kot nak tiup...hehehehe



cake sponge bob yg telah d'tepuk sndri oleh tuannyer...


bufday gurl,,nafeesa qaisara


mse cuti mid sems,,sempat la my sis wat bday anak dier..
Nafeesa Qaisara turns 2..
k lar,,,at least aku ade kat kg..
lau x,,asyik aku jer yg absent..
yea lar blaja jauh,,kat kelantan..
nak blk je 12jam sehala...
huhuhuhu
nak buek camno,,,tu je rezeki blaja...
kekekeke

erm,,b'blk pada cite diatas..
sara pny bday cake ade 2 version..
1 kek sponge bob(btoi ke aku eja niey?! tibau je ar.. hehehehe)
1 ag version dpt cupcake..
sume cake sponsor,,,bgos2 kecik2 da ade owg taja..
ahehehehe
ok la,,naseb x ujan lau x spoil da party la..
mknn??
hurm,,let me think again,,
ade roti jala, ubi rebus wit smbal bilis, mee sup, mee hoon, kuih talam suji (my fave,,nyum2) wit air sirap limau..
mmg kenyang ar mkn time tuh..
tp d'sebabkan demam yg mlanda diriku ini,,,
uhuhuhu x byk ar mkn sgt...
tp yg penting dpt jmp sdara mara kat johor..
yea lor,,owg johor ni mmg lain sket..
rapat dgn sdara mara,,every kenduri or mjlis keraian mesti nak pegi...
rase cam end of da world lau x pegi...
ag 1,,kat umah parent i skrg nga musim pulasan...
similar tu rambutan ar lau sape2 x tau..
tp much better coz kurang effect nak kene batuk...
akekekek
so,, sape2 nak rase meh la dtg..
tp make sure dtg 16 sept coz tu time aku blk cuti raya...!!!
can't wait 2 date moment 2 be happen!!!
daaa...!














windunyer kat korunks!!!!

frm left,,liza,ad,GISELE BUNCHEN&murni...hehehehe




OMG,,,liza and murni...
windunyer kat korunks!!
t'ingat mase internship,,,those laugh will not be 4getten
naseb time pi textile convention sempat jejalan dgn korunk...
hopefully dpt ag ar jumpa ngan korunk..
huuhuhu

mlukis @ lata tembakah,klantan

ni la gmb yg nak d'lukis...tp hampeh!!


padahal x tau pape pon lukis tuh...akekekekeke

gaya s'org pelukis pro..


eh,,pose ttp pose...owg amek gmb tuh...!


hani marah aku yg br je nak jwal body...akekekeke


yg cute(baju biru,,akekekek) wit kak ita and nad yg sibok kat blkg..





omg,,,malasnyer aku niey nak update blog ni..
mesti ngeFans aku windu nk tau ttg aku kan?!
kah3x,,,klako a bile ade fan..
akekekekeke

erm where to start..
hurmm,,as uols knw lah...
my assgmnt tis sems OMG byk!!
mmg sakit ati,,makin nak abes blaja makin byk plak lcturer bg..
huhuhuhu
1 of my assgmnt tis sems is tis watercolor bengkel yg diadakan di Lata Tembakah..
to be truth,,,aku lebey rela g mandi dr mlukis bcoz lanscape is not my expertice..
hahahahaha
mlukis macam tahik,,,ade hati nak lukis pmandangan..
so kiteowg ni pny la smgt pack brg,,smp lecturer bg watercolor&palette br ni..
tp hasilnya,,,hampeh as usual..
so korg tgk ar gmb2 yg smpat diambil...
daaaa!!!








Tuesday, July 7, 2009

i'm back!!!

OMG,,,it's been a while la x write new post...
FYI,,i'm currently kat kelantan ye anak2..
da start new sems,,sems 5!!
heheheheh pejam celik2x,,da dekat 2 thn stgh aku blaja...
cam kejap jer rasenyer...
ermm,,,
where to start...
tis sems kan,,,aiyo!!!
banyak giler keje...
baru je msuk uni
da b'lambak2 keje menanti depan mate aku...

erm,,,tis sems blaja fashion start from basic and same cam dak2 uitm..
ade subject matter,,,bgus ar coz da ade arah tujuan sket fashion kiteowg...
lau x huhuhuhu
erm,,,
uols tau x??
awal sems ni jer da mtk sediakan 500 utk tekstil...
huhuhuhu
that's a lot of money meh...
nta la pape je aku nak tulis ni
aku ni sebenornyer nak kene cari fashion b'dasarkan elemen2 tersebut...
inmature,conformity, rebel,dominant etc...
tp dek kebosanan,,gini ler gamak nyer...
huhuhuhu
k la,,,iols g dlu yer..
bubye!

Monday, June 29, 2009

2 day nak abes praktikal!!!

OMG,,,diam x diam da dekat 2 bulan aku kat kl ni...
sekejap jer mase b'lalu...
rase mcm kejap giler...
spt yg d'jgka,,i'm struggle nak bli tiket blk kelantan...
kali ni lewat giler bli,,,nta nape x prepare awl2...

ermmm,,lau jd sok la aku last keje...
pastu ptg tuh dpt dwet...
ape ag,,,enjoy ar..
akekekeke
xde mood la nak write byk...
till then,,adios...!

Monday, June 22, 2009

pict time,,!!


the one i miss the most,,,imran...besau da bdk niey...hehehehe


first peek,,,with boy gurlfren...mase dinner kat eastern mall


ni plak aksi2 b4 g exhibition kt the mines,,,frm left: me,hajar,tia,jaja&liza frm uitm..


for sale,,,ni bikram mamat nepal yg paling perfect aku pernah jmp...sape nk kenal,,contact me k!


ni plak ngan fiet mse kat klcc,,,nga tggu mase nk tgk angels&demon

ermm,,bykkn hantaran dia??


sabar mase tunang,,,ok x aku make-upkan dia?? hehehehe


sabar at last,,,tunang gak ko....


wit my crocs,,,,cute x??


gediksnyer kami!!!


3 diva yg b'asal dr pontian&we are proud of it!!!!


intan yg jeles dgn kcantekkan aku,,hamim malas nak layan...ahahahaha


beza dia ngan pict td yg ni pkai flash,,so nmpk ar kilat kat muka...ahahahaha


ni plak gamba dgn hamim mse kat klcc,,,nk tggu msuk wyg


all rise for the queen(left,,,hahaha) & king..


dak praktikal Uniten,,Nam nme dia nga gegeh pasang cap frame utk disulam oleh mesin...


ni plak kat exhibition sykt kat the mines...


lurve tis pic,,,amek kat dlm putra lrt..mase br blk basher bookstore kat sg. wang


ni plak kat tmpt keje,,jahit gap pada benda tuh...jubah kot gaknyer...


wit sara with new hairdo,,,she looks like a boy....lol


as usual,,buy a new one....ahahahaha


cian aku,,,kasut da kopak dok kat kl...


ni plak amek gamba kat dlm lif klcc,,,suke sgt pics niey


wit hamim mase bratur nak bli tiket wyg kat klcc,,nak tgk cite the last house on the left

asyik post jer,,,nak gak letak gmb...
so here are the pict while i'm in kl...
enjoy it..